L.o.V.e*s.T.r.u.c.K

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easliy angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. - The Bible : 1 Corinthians 13:4 -

Friday, May 14, 2004

Just realised that i havent been blogging for more den a week already..i've got so so so much to say tt i dunno where im gonna start from..

[ 8 May ] We finally performed at the esplanade after month's of practising, all our hard work, our effort has paid off..we did a fantastic job by waving our pomspoms and shaking our butts..hahas! so many kids came to take photos with us..made me feel like an expensive artifact in the musuem..hmm, sounds abit nonsense..how i wish i cld charge dem for taking my photos..haha! Im gonna so miss cheer prac again, laffing and joking with e gers..hai~ hope we'll have more jobs coming in..i've been advertising our cheer grp to many of my colleagues and frens who are doing events. Hopefully they will realie give me a call when they need our services *grinx* Wadya think gers???

[ 13 May ] This was the hardest day of my life, i look at him and i felt the distance btw us, i felt so guilty, i felt so wrong..how could i ever have harden my heart and leave him crying. From den on, we are frens and he is going to be my bestest fren..he noes me well, he cares for me and i'll be there for you too, as a fren..Im sorry for all tt i've done, i hope u can understand..i'll miss u dearly.

[To YA-NOE-WHO-YOU-ARE:] I feel ashamed for wad you have done, i've always trusted you but u betrayed my trust. You've done things tt realie hurt me deeply and i dun think i can ever treat u as my good fren..sometimes i wish tt we were just acquaintances, at least i can console myself tt we din noe each other well dats why u can do such things to me. I've made it so clearly to you tt im upset bout e way u behave and bout wadever you're doing..you say 'im sorry, i din mean it' and u still continue doing it and deliberately hiding from me coz u were afraid tt i'll be upset if i found out..DEN WHY THE HELL ARE U DOING IT? DO U THINK U EVEN DESERVE TO BE MY FREN? If u are truly my fren,why do things tt hurt me? I dun ever think tt im ever gonna hate somebody, but u are pushing me too far and u leave me with no choice..im hurt, seriously hurt...