sad sad day..=(((

Mummy left for China dis morn =( took half day leave to sent her to e airport with my daddy..almost cldnt wake up, hehe..coz its been a long long long time since i have to wake up at 5..practically dragged myself outta bed..she's gonna go back to my grandma's village to pay respects to my ancestors..think my mum isnt gonna get used to it..esp e toilet part..=) actually i wanted to go with her..but my mum persuaded me not to go by describing the village life there..its realie quite 'lok kok' haha..den the pple there are like realie damn 'swa ku' kind..they like plasters and medicated oil coz they are very new to it..haha! so my mum bought like boxes for them..haha~ quite funny..my grandma even funnier..she bought dis 'kueh' and placed it in her handbag so she cld bring there to pay respects..i mean e customs officer wont laff uh..haha! When my mum was leaving, my dad gave her a gdbye kiss which i seldom see and i thot it was damn sweet..and tt realie made me cry..i teared when i gave my mummy a gdbye hug..i kept telling myself to be strong and tried forcing back my tears coz i dun want my mum to worry bout me..im a big ger already..

Hmm..my manager was saying tt i must be very happie coz my mum is not ard to nag at me..but in actual fact im damn sad la..not becoz i gotta do all e hsehold chores and take care of my sis, but its jus tt im feeling lost and lonely..my mum has been alwiz there for me and she has nv gone overseas for sucha long period w/o us..i was already feeling zero mood (my new term) haha..nw even worse..HAI =((((((

Life's sucha bore..*yawns*