3:09 PM
Im so super bored today...nothing much to do in office, so i started googling stupid stuff. And guess what, i started to google my name, be it Swannie, Swan Ng or whatsoever...I actually found sites that has me in it :) How exciting is that...haha!
The first one is the viwawa site which i haven't gone signed in in YEARS...and yes, i found in on google. Funny rite?
The second one is more hilarious...look at this article from Nanyang Chronical. I almost forgot that one of my junior from hall actually interviewed me regarding my stolen underwear.
http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/chronicle/news/vol14no7/vol14no7_12.htmlApparently, all reporters love to exaggerate a little when writing their stories. Well..i din't have my underwear stolen 10 times in 2 years, it was 10 sets of underwear in 2 years. Don't think both sounds the same rite? Haha! But well...it's great digging out your old stories and reading through them again, brings back 'fond' memories i guess.
I wonder what else can i dig out from the almighty internet...
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11:06 AM
10 Random Thoughts of the Day
1. Why does some women's pee smell more than the others
2. What am I going to have for lunch later
3. When can I finally get my car allowance and get a car
4. Why is my hair not growing longer
5. How much am i going to spend on my wedding
6. When am i going to get married
7. How is my dad doing and if he's playing the psp that we burnt for him
8. How come everybody in office is so busy except me
9. Will my kids look more like me or their dad
10. Am I going to post more random thoughts later
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9:52 AM
Been really busy with the move-in for the NUS Open House :)
Anyway, i've got news... My dear bf is finally selling away his 3 plus year MRS. Here's a sneak peak of how it looks like.



This Red Hot Toyota MRS is manufactured in 2005 and still in good condition now, as those who knows my bf knows that he treats his car better than his gf. Currently selling at
61K (negotiable), any interested parties please contact me or drop me an email. My email add is
swannie_bunnie@hotmail.com.
We are willing to pay referral fee as well, so if you know any friends who wants/ wishes to buy a MRS, please feel free to refer them to us. And if the deal falls through, you will be REWARDED!!
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3:29 PM
Almost a week of birthday celebrations with my dearest family, boifren, girlfriends and colleagues. Thanks for making me feel so loved :)
1st Feb, Sunday night: Dinner @ Hot Stones with the family and ben

Food was affordable and taste was quite good. *yums*
4th Feb, Wednesday night: Surprise birthday cake frm mum and sis. (Though Daddy is not with us, but i'm glad to have you all with me.)

5th Feb, Thursday: Lunch with my boss, colleagues and fellow birthday girl, Bee Shan @ Waraku (Square 2). Then, a surprise celebration at the office with cake cutting and photo-taking.

The ladies that are seated near me :) Office too big to call everybody

Me and fellow bday girl, Bee Shan

I like the cake :) looks quite like me...
As for dinner, Ben brought me to Cafe Del Mar @ Sentosa. Nice place, good ambience, but sadly we weren't exactly dressed for the place. Both of us were in formal wear and i was in heels, couldn't really enjoy their facilities. Food was good but a little overpriced and their variety is quite pathetic. Had another cake cutting session after dinner. *thanks dear*

The beautiful sunset.


Cutting my 3rd cake

6th Feb, Friday night: Dinner @ Manhattan Fish Market with my dearest S.H.E and their spouses (we celebrated Alvin's birthday together as well). Then followed by our favourtie hangout...SETTLERS!

The 3 of us :)

My and my unique birthday cake made of macaroons and cupcake :)

Ben and me

Cindy and Wenhan

Amanda and Alvin (the other birthday boi)

Haha, as usual...we laughed hysterically and make a lot of noise, but it was really Fun!!!
8th Feb, Sunday afternoon: High Tea @ Carousel, Royal Plaza
The Sclub babes were so sweet, treated me to a yummy "tai-tai" tea @ the Carousel. Variety and taste of food was good and the best thing is I need not pay...haha! Really enjoyed our gossiping session on our new favourite topic *SEX* hahaha...nv fails to sex-ite us :)

My beautiful Sclub


A BIG Thank you to all those who remembered my birthday and a even bigger thank you to those who celebrated this special day with me :) Loveya guys loads!
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3:52 PM
Happie birthday to Me...
This birthday just seems so different frm the other years.
One less person singing Happy Birthday to me
One less person sharing the cake
One less birthday wish
How I wish you were still around to wish me Happy Birthday :(
I really miss you...Daddy
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Just want to take this chance to thank all those that remembered my birthday, send me birthday wishes using different alternatives. Special thanks to my dear mum, sis, boifren, S.H.E, Sclub whom gave me love, support and encouragement.
I love y'all :)
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12:10 PM
Happie CNY to one and all!!
Since there was no need for my fam and i to go visiting this year, we decided to go Sentosa to experience the flower fest. When we arrived at Vivocity, the queue for Sentosa Express was SO terribly long, you cannot imagine how many thousands of people were there that day. 80% foreigners and 20% singaporeans. Ah tiongs and Ah nehs filled the whole area with their wonderful aura...GREAT! How fun is it. So we're convinced that we do not want to become sardines together with them, so we just walked around Vivo and Harbourfront. Till about 5pm, we went over to the bus terminal and since the queue was short, we decided to just pop by at Sentosa.
The displays were quite fascinating at the Imbiah, but not at Palawan beach, not exactly the best of place to see flowers and fill your shoes with sand. People who go there for the flowers are not dressed for beach ya know...Anyway, we din exactly planned to take photos, but they were so beautiful, i had to use my 'diamond' to take. I really love the scent of fresh flowers :)
Me and the Moo Moo Cows

Mum and Sis

Sis and I

Mum and Me

Mummy!
The next day, i took half day leave to accompany my dear boi who is on forced unpaid leave, how sad :( and guess what...we went Sentosa AGAIN. This time, we went to Underwater World and Dolphin Lagoon. Underwater world is still as boring, but the octopus, jellyfish and dugong amazed me. As for Dolphin Lagoon, it was raining cats and dogs even before the show started. We look kinda pathetic trying to find shelter under some palm tree, which of coz was of little help. The difference between our dolphins and those we see in Seaworld and Ocean Park is that ours had pink bellies which i thought was really cute :)

My boi and me in the tunnel


I LOVE Jellyfish!!!

Giant sleeping octopus

How cute :)
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12:34 AM
2008 has given me lotsa ups and downs.
Graduated from NTU with Bachelor of Engineering (Environmental)
Found a job at Pico Art Intl Pte Ltd, and loving what I do at work.
Lost my Aunt in February due to cancer
Lost my beloved daddy in November due to a sudden heart attack...
May 2009 be a better year for my dearest family, friends and myself
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10:12 AM
Its been 2 weeks since you've left us...
Life seems to be back to normal as both Mummy and I went back to work, we
still do go out, still do talk and laugh. But every time we're back home,
reality sets in. It just feels different, we no longer hear your jokes, your
laughter, your nags. I can see the pain through Mummy's eyes every time we
mention about you. Though I'm able to still go out with friends and all, I can't
help but cry in shower or before I sleep. Because I know thats the only time
when I'm alone and able to release what I've been surpressing inside of me. I
know I have to be strong, my friends are telling me to be strong and I guess I've
been coping well. But I'm human after all...Time heals all pain, but this pain is
going to take a long time to heal.
[to Yue Sien] Of coz i rem who you are :) Thou we don't speak to each other much, I'm thankful for your encouragement and condolences. I really appreciate it.
[to Brandon] Heys Brandy, haven't got a chance to really express my heartfelt thanks and appreciation for your kind attendance, condolences and donations during the recent bereavement. Thanks once again :)
[to May] Girl, really sweet of you to drop me a msg. Thanks for your concern, really appreciate it. I'll be strong :)
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10:33 AM
I have so much to say, but i seriously dunno where to start.
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Life can sometimes get you really down, when things just occur so sudden without any form of
warning or signs. Maybe there was a sign, we just dint see it.
Have you ever experienced a shock that leaves you dumbfounded, simply just stood there not
knowing what to do and watch the paramedics trying to save someone you love.
Its really painful I tell ya, heart-wrenching kind of pain..
And you know, like what you may have seen in dramas where friends and relatives wait
outside the A&E dept of the hospital for the doctor's verdict, so overwhelmed by anguish.
I held my sister's hands so tightly in mine, both praying hard for my dad's safety.
The worst moment arrived when the doctor came out of the A&E and shook his head. We
couldnt even hear what he was saying. It felt as if the world has collapsed on us, we were on
our own, everything else seemed so distant.
Then we had to pick up the broken pieces of our heart and move on, because there were so
much to do, so much to settle.
I have to be strong, I have to take care of my mum and sis. I have to move on, life still goes on.
But I miss you, i really miss you alot Daddy :(
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A big shout-out to all my relatives, friends, colleagues:
I wish to express my heartfelt thanks and appreciation to everybody for their kind
condolences, attendance, assistance, donations during the recent bereavement.
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2:12 PM
My first baby that arrived yesterday *beams*
I know its not something really expensive, but I gotta start slow..haha :) Will take photo of my
second baby which is lying at home. And so the collection begins...
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10:25 AM
Been thinking about what I want for as my birthday present (I know is a tad bit early for that,
but there's no harm THINKING rite).
Jacq is going to the US at the end of the year, and US means buying my fav Coach/ Kate
Spade etc... But this time, I think I wanna get GUCCI-fied.
Jacq says she knows of this place that has great discounts for branded goods :) which is GOOD
NEWS! So I told the almighty bf of mine that Im gonna get myself a Gucci wallet at the end of
the year...and so he said that he wanted to get it for me for my birthday present (Thats where it
all started). So I told him, its betta for him to get me a Gucci bag and I will get myself the wallet,
sounds like a better deal rite? Haha! (I know Im smart :) )
Featuring my future Gucci wallet and Gucci bag

Beautiful right? Haha...Im so gonna get my hands on them :)
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9:44 AM
RANDOM POST
A photographer sent me a photo that was taken on the opening ceromony of the Jewel Fest,
think i seriously lack sleep..my eyes looked so small (not that they were very big to begin with).

The heroines of this show (Tracy, Me, Crystal)
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Celebrated Halloween this year by first being in ZOUK's freaking ass long queue for 2 whole
hours and we've only managed to move 6 inches for that 2 damned hours. CALL US
CRAZY OLD PEOPLE MAN! So we finally gave up and left the wretched place not
knowing where to go, luckily we din overdress, if not we're gonna be such jokers (so dressed up
but cant get into zouk). We finally settled at Helipad after roaming the streets of clarke quay for
about 20 mins. Helipad was quite a nice chill-out place, but the crowd for Halloween was just
boring. (there wasnt even much crowd in the first place) So we had to entertain ourselves by
drinking ourselves silly and cam-whored among ourselves. Haha!
The vixen and the witch
The pirate and his LONG face...haha!
Met the 'whores' at Clarke Quay (should have gone China One with you girls)
The boys that night
The girls
Getting a little tipsy after a bottle of Chivas and red wine.
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Met the S.H.E last night, had another session on ICHIBAN sushi and GELARE waffles because
its TUESDAY!! (in case you dunno, gelare waffles are HALF-PRICED on tuesday, thats
why we were there. Ben called us cheapo aunties just because we could save $4 bucks on a
waffle with 2 scoops of ice-cream)
Yups..the pic is up :) Simply L.O.V.E the colours
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11:20 AM
SINGAPORE JEWEL FEST 2008

Im back! And im glad im still alive...Just ended my LONGEST WEEK EVER!
19th - 24th Oct - Moving in for Jewel Fest '08 at Ngee Ann City from 8.30am - 3am almost everyday..it is really crazy and MIND-BLOWING i tell ya...
Though im down with fever, flu, cough and sorethroat, im glad im still alive and kicking.
There were a few times i thought to myself, why am i putting myself though all these when i could have just gotten a 9-5 job and be happie to earn enough to spend. Shapeless/ almost invisible pressure (not that they are pressurizing me literally) from the boy and parents from both sides are making me lose all motivation to continue doing events.
Should i continue or should i move on?
I need some enlightenment!
Sidenote: The "WAR" between Soo Kee Jewellery and Lee Hwa/ Goldheart Jewellery is so CUTE!
Soo Kee - Coralle
Lee Hwa - Lilac Rush
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9:16 AM
The Wedding Bells Are RINGING :)
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But unfortunately the bride is not me..haha, but one of my SN babe..SALLY LEE!
Felt so so happie for her when i received her msg saying that her 'hubby-to-be', Zhan proposed to her...The first reaction i got was "AwWwWww.................." And trust me, i did "Aww.." for that long..haha! Well Mr Ben was next to me and i shoved the sms in his face..HAHA! So funny..Well i did ask him if I was gonna be next in line among my SN babes. He just smirked it off..GREAT! :) but seriously, come to think of it, im only 23..dats still a lil to young to get married and settle down rite..So i shall just be happie for Sally first :)
I volunteered to be her planner for my fav HEN'S NIGHT!
Not sure what im gonna do yet, but since im in the events line, i should be able to come out with something really WILD and INTERESTING! I am so so looking forward to that..*evil grin*
Sidenote: Im so gonna plan for my own dreamy wedding... :)
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12:48 PM
I havent been getting enough sleep
I havent been getting in touch with my girls
I havent been spending much time at home
because of F1...
AND GUESS WAD,
I WONT BE AT F1, cos there aren't enough passes to go around...not sure if i should rejoice or to lament. This means that my weekend wont be burn, but this also means that i wont be able to see Lewis Hamilton or Felipe Massa in action which is seriously a waste..
MIXED FEELINGS!Was supposed to watch the F1 race with my boy..gave up my ticket coz i was working, and now
IM NOT! So whoever that is going to the race, pls do not tell me how exciting or fun it has been, because im not gonna be THAT HAPPY for you.
Ask me out this weekend, I'll be free...DAMN! i really wanna feel the vibration under my feet, i wanna hear the engines roar, i so wanna be a part of it...
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10:12 AM
I think its been more than 6 mths since i last updated this blog..haha! Jus feeling real lazy during my LONG LONG break after finishing my final exams.
Anyway, just a lil update about me:
1) Started work at
Pico Art Intl about 2 weeks ago, its an event management company which does MEGA events such as the F1, and all your nitty gritty events at Suntec and Sing Expo.
2) I'll be involved in the F1 project, taking care of the Singtel corporate suites, so if you happen to have tickets at Turn 1 & 2 grandstands, you can come and say hi to me coz i happen to be
WORKING :(
3) Ben and I are still going strong, despite my soon-to-be late nights with Pico events and the lil squablings that we have.
(Thou i dun understand why do we alwiz have to be upset during our anniversaries, last year was like tt according to my blog, dis year is like tt too..BLEAH!)4) Still having constant meeting ups with my darling sn girls as well as cindy and mandy, and trying to find a new bf for
Ms Lin..hahah, so if u guys have anybody to recommend, pls drop me a mail or something..haha!
5) Im totally enjoy Friday nites now..coz its
T.G.I.F!! ice cold beer and
having good company makes Swan a real happy bitch on friday (rite pris and mel?) Haha!
Right..i think thats about it for now, IF i have time, i'll continue to update dis dull and boring blog, hopefully with some pics as well..Till next time!!
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4:13 PM
Recieved my first birthday prezzie :)
MY DRIVING LICENSE!!
Was literally jumping for joy when my tester passed me the checklist...kinda proud of myself..haha! passed on the first attempt, manual summore...WOW!! haha...
Happy Happy Happy
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9:16 PM
Happy 15th Monthsary to us....

But he's in sch mugging his lungs out, and im in hall drowning in my hydraulics...hai :( Hopefully my paper tmr will be like tdy's...Pls let me get through this paper...
My eyebags are growing in size and its turning 2 shades darker..my hair is becoming like a stack of hay...
I NEED TO BEAUTIFY MYSELF!!
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10:29 PM
QUIZ QUIZ QUIZ
1. Who eats more?
Him of course, im getting smaller and he's getting bigger :)
2. Who said “I love you” first?
hmm..good qn...Me?
3. Who is the morning person?
Haha, i guess it'll be him...he alwiz gives me morning sms..
4. Who sings better?
Well..both of us have unique voices...haha
5. Who’s older?
Him!
6. Who’s smarter?
That would be me..coz i can alwiz de-smoke his nonsensical smokes/ theories
7. Whose temper is worse?
Im a temperamental bitch
8. Who does the laundry?
I do mine, his maid does his
9. Who does the dishes?
.....me?
10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed?
Him i think...
11. Whose feet are bigger?
I have small dainty feet..haha!!
12. Whose hair is longer?
mine, DOH!
13. Who’s better with the computer?
I think we are on par...though he's alwiz trying to act like he's smarter..haha!
14. Do you have pets?
I don't, but he has a lazy and pampered maltese.
15. Who pays the bills?
hmm..my mum and his mum?
16. Who cooks dinner?
Me..but once in a very blue moon...haha
17. Who drives when you are together?
him. i havent got my license yet.. :P
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Him, most of the time.
19. Who is more stubborn?
I guess we're on par again..
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
depends on whose mood is better...haha
21. Whose family do you see more?
his..i stayover at his place more than staying at home
22. Who named your pets?
i used to name my hamsters myself..
23. Who kissed who first?
i kissed him on his cheek first...everybody say 'awwww..'
24. Who asked who out?
him la..haha
25. Who’s more sensitive?
ME LOR :( i think his senses are dead..
26. Who’s taller?
He..
27. Who has more friends?
hmmm...i think should be me la..got more diff groups of friends
28. Who has more siblings?
me. cause he's the only child. (same ans as pris :) )
29. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
i guess it would have to be him..coz i hate making decisions..
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5:11 PM
Your Birthdate: February 5
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 People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month. |
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8:53 PM
The canon event turned out to be ok, in fact, it was kinda fun :) haha! so much for my outburst of emotions in my previous entry...
The hot babe i was working with for the 2 days turned out to be one of the models from 'Deal or no Deal' - Vanessa (No. 6) She's really one funny chick. Anyway, all we had to do inside our 'little home' was to cam-whore, and print our pictures out using Canon Selphy (which is what our cubical is called).
Both of us ended bitching bout pple, gossiping, laughing at our funny photos. Cant believe that we are actually paid for doing what we love to do best - CAM WHORING!! will post the many many photos that ive printed out after creating a collage out of them :) happie happie...
The bf was sweet enough to come and accompany me to study for the long 4 hours break in between and helped to take photos of me and vanessa in the cubical.
'My little home' - Canon Selphy Cubical

June playing with her HD camcorder in the
'garden' (it was so hard to get a proper photo taken)

Melissa in
'the cafe' - Canon Ixus cubical


Us in our
'home'
Me and sexy Vanessa
- Less than a week to exams...i think im still very much unprepared...Great -
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12:58 PM
Canon cubical andact event at CitiLink (2 Nov - 18 Nov)
Seriously..i've never been so upset and pissed over an event which havent even started yet...If you think that im not tall, not pretty enough, then dun choose me in the first place. Why select me and then make me feel ostracized and left out.
- Ask me to pose inside the cubical to have a photo taken, but then chose somebody later
- Ask me to go try a dress which is meant for some other girl, who shot me a pathetic look
- Ask everybody else to go in the cubical and try out the space and left me out
Then why ask me to go for the stupid rehearsal when i din even get a chance to rehearse! F***king waste of my time. The rehearsal was supposed to end by 11.30pm but it freaking hell drag until so damn late [sorry to keep my boy from waiting =( ] I was really damn upset, that i couldnt even slp at nite, kept thinking bout what happened earlier.
Was talking to the clique this morning, and they made me realised that im just one
'EMO' bitch. I should learn to be more nonchalant and less sensitive to other's actions and words. Maybe i'll be less hurt/ pissed. I just wanna get over and done with it...Cant be bothered by them anymore
Anyway...Catch me at CitiLink this coming sat (12-2pm and 6-8pm) and sun (6-8pm), near HMV.
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4:58 PM
Casting took like less than a minute
But the journey to and fro took a good 2 hours
~Ultimate form of time wasting~
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1:21 AM
Had a drink at 'Outdoors' at Peranakan Place on Friday nite. Apparently, they were having a 'ghost nite' celebrating the upcoming halloween...all the waitresses, door bitches, bouncers, chefs, asst managers, managers dressed up as Asian ghosts. All their ghastly makeup, wierdo costumes really amazes me. Din have a chance to take photos with them thou...wad a pity =(
Come to think of it, i've only been to one Halloween party a few years back...how sad...and i've alwiz wanted to go for Zouk's halloween party..i bet its really fun dressing up and partying with tonnes of ppl, but its alwiz during exams period, so even if i wanna go...nobody's willing to go with me =( so ben and i have decided and promised ourselves that we'll make sure that we'll go for next year's one..BY HOOK or BY CROOK!! i dun care...haha!
Happy Halloween Everybody!!
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12:52 AM
The
"crazy 7" celebrated charlene's on Friday...we surprised her by bringing her to Fish and Co for her birthday lunch :)

All our yummylicious food and the pretty
PINK cake!!

The 3 ladies (me, charlene, pris)

All of us!! (w/o poor melvin coz he was having his ID quiz)
Then, we were all suppose to go back school after lunch to do our fyp...but we went for a
CRAZY ktv session instead..haha! It was the birthday girl's virgin visit to KTV..how
'suaku' is that?

I love KTV-ing with this bunch of lovelies..its so mega fun!!

I hereby crown
PRIS the
"queen of hokkien/chinese/english songs"..
MISS JUKEBOX!!

I am sucha crazy bitch..pls ignore me..hahaha~~

The birthday girl :)
On a sadder note, i just spent like 200 bucks this week on consulting 3 diff docs and taking 9 diff types of medicine...i guess as stress increases, your body's immune system decreases...hai :( pls let me recover soon...
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