i just did a very very evil thing..nw im feeling so so remorseful..hai~~ think i shld learn my lesson and stop talking behind pple's back..argh!! im a sinner..=((( its like so drama..when u see bitchy actresses talking bad bout sumbody in toilet when tt sumbody is actually in one of e cubicles..and i used to comment how bitchy gers can be..and ive became one of e bitchy gers..BOO HOO HOO =~(( nw i dun even dare to look at her in e eye..coz i feel so so guilt-stricken..me and my bictching habit..I SHALL KICK E BAD HABBIT!!! im gonna be e nice ger tt everybody likes..no more back stabbing or wadsoever..think xin is feeling e same way too..*bleahs* we are mean gers..but we dun mean anything..SERIOUSLY..but nw,nothing we say can help..if it was me being back-stabbed..i think i'll feel super terrible too

I dun even have e courage to go up to her and say sorry..doubt she will ever read dis, if she does..im realie sorry..din mean to say hurtful stuff bout u..Sorry.

Argh..i hate myself..=(