Canon cubical andact event at CitiLink (2 Nov - 18 Nov)

Seriously..i've never been so upset and pissed over an event which havent even started yet...If you think that im not tall, not pretty enough, then dun choose me in the first place. Why select me and then make me feel ostracized and left out.

- Ask me to pose inside the cubical to have a photo taken, but then chose somebody later

- Ask me to go try a dress which is meant for some other girl, who shot me a pathetic look

- Ask everybody else to go in the cubical and try out the space and left me out

Then why ask me to go for the stupid rehearsal when i din even get a chance to rehearse! F***king waste of my time. The rehearsal was supposed to end by 11.30pm but it freaking hell drag until so damn late [sorry to keep my boy from waiting =( ] I was really damn upset, that i couldnt even slp at nite, kept thinking bout what happened earlier.

Was talking to the clique this morning, and they made me realised that im just one 'EMO' bitch. I should learn to be more nonchalant and less sensitive to other's actions and words. Maybe i'll be less hurt/ pissed. I just wanna get over and done with it...Cant be bothered by them anymore

Anyway...Catch me at CitiLink this coming sat (12-2pm and 6-8pm) and sun (6-8pm), near HMV.