why am i so heavy bottomed? why is my ass so freaking huge with freaking big hips and thighs. why dont i look good in jeans? WHY WHY WHY!!! argh...went for another fitting yest for a LEVI's EVENT next friday, 1st dec at MOS. i have to wear like a size 28 for a pair of freaking levis la..WAH LAU!! how fat is tt..feel so demoralized =( e other gers are like wearing 26..and im a 28? *#)@#)@((#*@#(

don't really noe wad i'll be doing exactly also..suppose to mingle around with the crowd in my fat thighed jeans...SO UPSETTING =( anyway..i have like 5 invites, and the first 300 ppl that goes in with the invites will get free flow of drinks (first come first served). Anybody wants the invites???

3 papers next week..IM SO SCREWED