Study Study Study

I cant wait for exams to be over...

I cant wait to club

I cant wait to shop

I cant wait to dye my hair

I cant wait to go tanning

I cant wait to go on a holiday with duckie

I cant wait to go escape theme park and discovery centre

I cant wait to sing ktv

I cant wait to NUA...

BIG THANK YOU to bryan for teaching me steel and first part of concrete and jianda for teaching me columns and footings =) Had a great time studying with the 'relegated' gang tdy...haha =) so much jokes and laughter from pris and charlene..FUN FUN!! haha...makes studying of structural design so much more interesting.

My dear shifu..i wont let you down k? promise you i'll pass dis paper ya..regardless e grade *grinx* All e best to the gang!!! [Rememeber our motto k? haha..]

why am i so heavy bottomed? why is my ass so freaking huge with freaking big hips and thighs. why dont i look good in jeans? WHY WHY WHY!!! argh...went for another fitting yest for a LEVI's EVENT next friday, 1st dec at MOS. i have to wear like a size 28 for a pair of freaking levis la..WAH LAU!! how fat is tt..feel so demoralized =( e other gers are like wearing 26..and im a 28? *#)@#)@((#*@#(

don't really noe wad i'll be doing exactly also..suppose to mingle around with the crowd in my fat thighed jeans...SO UPSETTING =( anyway..i have like 5 invites, and the first 300 ppl that goes in with the invites will get free flow of drinks (first come first served). Anybody wants the invites???

3 papers next week..IM SO SCREWED

Come to think of it, im actually quite thankful that im in environmental engineering and not other engineering course. At least i KINDA like wad im studying, and as long as i can graduate in 4 years with an honours, im already satisfied. Looking at wad some of my other engineering frens are studying really puts me off, like Mechanical and Aerospace Engin, Civil Engin and Electrical and Electronic Engin. Ewwwww....

Prediction of years in NTU

1. Environmental Engineering - 4 years
2. Mechanical and Aerospace Engineering - 5 years
3. Civil Engineering - 6 years
4. Electrical & Electronic Engineering - 7 years & counting

Had a really bad paper yest =( Studying is getting boring and really stale....lucky i have my duckie with me..studying with him alwiz cheers me up alot alot..think there's something bout him that tickles me..haha! *LOVE YA TO BITS!!! *





Theres something bout you that makes me love you so much....maybe its your dumbdumb face, dumbdumb smile, dumbdumb jokes. Maybe its just you...

Been watching stupid Miss Swan on YouTube. 'errr...ok' haha...she's so dumb and funny la! But having the same name as her makes me feel stupid too..*bleah*

Its been raining almost everyday and rainy season alwiz makes me gloomy =( plus the exams...argh~ having Hydraulics tmr, think the whole world is aiming to score for dis paper..except me =( dun reallie have e mood to really pia for it..SO SIANZ!!!!

Just uploaded some photos that ive taken during py's bday...mind's cafe was fun but quite expensive..prob settlers will be cheaper =) lets go there again soon k girls? =)

Me and the birthday girl =) Such huge and pretty eyes...

*xinxin*
*karen* *jac*

saw the cars at the motorshow on tv tdy..felt quite disappointed coz i turned down 3 job offers for the motorshow due to the exams..ARGH! i've been wanting to work in a motorshow..not the sleazy type thou. its realie cool to pose with all the posh cars coz it makes me feel posh too..haha =)

ooh..the sexiest car alive..saw 17 of them on orchard road in a day..can u believe it?

My dream car...Mercedes SLK

But this has gotta be my fav car of all times =) coz its duckie's car..[M]ean [R]ough [S]sexy jus like duckie!

i never believe in karma until tdy...

was studying at the SRC spectator's stand with bryan before my paper tdy, and there were lotsa big, huge black soldier ants..i was kinda intimidated by it. So...bryan took out his lighter and started burning the ants' butts. It was sucha funny sight la..haha!! then he said betta stop..if not got bad karma..

later at night, when duckie was driving us home, i felt something biting my feet and i realise it was this SMALL LITTLE ANT biting me la..so i killed it. THEN, another one bit me AGAIN! i swear there were like a family of them la..MY GAWD! became super paranoid after that...argh...

I HATE ANTS!!

2 papers down..5 more to go..quite an ok start i would say.

Was jus wondering, why do men love looking at other women no matter whether they are prettier, uglier, fatter, thinner, sexier than your gf/wife. i mean izit really in men's nature that they enjoy looking at other women and not that they like to look at pretty things. Seriously, i jus dun understand...

Any girl can be a head-turner as long as she has boobs, ass and legs...

Maybe its just me, maybe im jus selfish, i want his eyes to be only on me and nobody else. Maybe im possesive, his eyes belong to me and nobody else. But come to think of it, its no point if he's with you physically but thinking of another girl, isnt tt worse?

Would u rather your guy to enjoy looking at other girls but still love you or he's alwiz with you but thinking of some other girl....

i am so ranting......

i wouldnt mind looking at him though...

*RANTS*

Argh...dunno why im blogging everyday, suppose to study but really dun have the mood to...tmr's suppose to be quite an ok paper...WHY AM I SO STRESSED OUT!!?!?!?!?? argh...*ROAR* and i got this bad habit of crying everytime i get stressed..WHY WHY WHY!! so irritating..mummy called jus nw and i think i made her a lil more worried den she was already..hai...sorrie mummy =( i jus needed to let it out...

There are so many things that i wanna do after exams...

1) EAT DIM SUM BUFFET!!
2) GO SHOPPING
3) GO ESCAPE THEME PARK WITH DUCKIE
4) PLAY IH GAMES AND LOSE WEIGHT
5) STAY HOME AND WATCH TV
6) SPEND LOTSA QUALITY TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND FRENS
7) DUCKIE DUCKIE DUCKIE!! haha

i feel betta already...*grinx*

wtf! studied so much until i totally forgot that it was our 3rd month anni yest. how sad is that? my gawd...duckie totally forgotten bout it too, was a tad bit disappointed, but how could i blame him when i forgot too. ARGH!

MOODY MOODY MOODY STUDY STUDY STUDY MOODY MOODY MOODY

feeling super cranky nw, totally procrastinating, nothing's getting in anymore..i guess im saturated. as wad charlene said tdy, im getting crystallized (over-saturation).

cindy darling: pls be strong k? as wad mandy has said in her blog..there are betta ppl out there who deserves you more than him. time will heal all wounds..look at me, i think im quite a good example rite? =) love ya ger..i wont blame u for not coming back to acc me..but we must meet up realie often oki? i kinda dun wanna stay hall anymore too w/o e both of u =(

MOODY MOODY MOODY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY MOODY MOODY MOODY

Theres no need for me to steal anybody's boyfriend

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!

How Long Will Your Relationship Last?

BOO!! stupid quiz..i love you baby duckie

Been mugging really hard for the exams, 3 more days to my first paper! haha..and i havent even touched tt subject yet..stupid management module, quite waste time but still gotta pass thou its a general elective. I am so proud of myself! for the past 2 days, ive been completing 4 tuts in a day la..im seriously damn good..haha~ first time in so long i really feel as if im a full time student. =)

All the best to all who are gonna have exams soon...and to my dearie sista, all e best for your A's =)

Yay!! The show is finally over..was a great success thou i only had 4 secs of fame..haha =)

[5pm] Met the other models and 7 other talents for rehearsal. Gotta noe a few nice and fun gers. Sarah, Samantha, Long Long, Natalia, Tessa, Tingting, Melissa. Most of dem were 18, only me and melissa are 21..felt quite old..haha! Rehearsal went well as we walk down the quite narrow runway. Jeremy told us to act hyper and giggly, felt quite awkward initially coz we all din noe each other. But we slowly open up and started cracking jokes.

[7pm] Dinner was quite sucky, packet rice with all spicy dishes. Curry vegetables, sambal fish and a malnutrition chicken wing..hai =( din really eat much. The ang moh models (elite models) apparently enjoyed the food quite abit..haha! Spoke to this model from Brazil, she's really nice and frenly..melissa even invited her to go MOS and Momo later that nite.

[8pm] Makeup and Hair styling was terrible, there was a freaking long queue of models and talents waiting to get their makeup done when e show is at 10.30pm. My initial makeup artist gave me the wrong make up summore la! she thot i was a HULA HOOP GER and gave me a diff makeup from the rest of the talents =( I look so freaking HIDEOUS! i swear i cant take heavy makeup at all..make me look super old and mature la..with the big curls too..duckie and ana commented that i look the oldest among the talents..HOW SAD is tt..thou is true..hehe

[10pm] We were all frantically dressing up for the final show, realie wanted to take photos of myself in the stupid milkmaid costume but they din allow us to. 'No time No time' hai..damn sad la..in e end i din even get to take any photos of myself in it..ARGH!! but im glad i managed to take a photo with JADE! she's so classy in person..cool personality =) happie happie! Im jus super glad i din screw up my walk thou duckie said my turning wasnt too smooth..haha!

Managed to get 4 invites to the show. but py and clara couldnt make it in e end =( so sad..hai..but lucky duckie and ana came down to give me support..thanks darling!! u're sucha sweetie =)

Girls posing with vintage beetle (sam, me, sarah)

After makeup, (tingting, sarah, sam, tessa)
Thank you duckie and ana for coming =)
ANTM STAR!! JADE!!!! model with attitude =)
Feels so much betta w/o makeup...loveya duckie boi =)

[To Mandy and Nini] As i was doing my laundry last nite, i used the Dynamo detergent that u gers used to wash your clothes with. It so reminded me of your gers..felt so so nostalgic..smelling my clothes reminds me of u gers..haha! sounds damn stupid, but its true...Missed those days that we go to each other's rooms after our class until 6 plus 7, den we each go meet our own bfs. Missed those nights that we played mahjong and laffed until amanda's neighbour complain. Missed those days that we take photos with our own camera phones outside our corridors. Mandy!! i wanna scold you already...why arent you coming back next sem? YOU HEARTLESS BITCH...u bear to leave me and Cindy in hall? =( Though i have sporty cindy and suemin with me dis sem, but things are jus so diff w/o you guys..i dun even eat in Hall Eleven canteen anymore la, thou the food is quite good..

PS: I MISS YOU GERS =(