[18 May] Eric had his knee op at alexandra hosp..it was a realie risky op coz it was very near e nerves and he may be paralysed if the nerves were touched. Was super worried, kept praying for his safety..was damn relieved when he msged tt his op was a success..wanted to go down to e hosp to visit him after work, but tupid saf sent him back to tekong coz they are trying to save costs..e lousy medics there cant even take good care of him lor..freaking hell..damn pissed with dem!!! i mean they can forget tt he hasnt had his lunch/dinner yet la..HOW NICE!! summore they keep smoking, den e smoke caused him to have chest pains..like WAD E HELL?!?shant make my blood boil further =((

[19 May] Py had her jaw op at Mount E hosp early in e morn, so xin,clara and i went down to visit her after work..i imagined tt she would be so so pale, lying on e bed..but i saw her usual glow on her face, thou her face is swollen, but she still look so pretty..i swear she's the strongest ger ive even known..it pains me seeing her in pain, seeing e nurse injecting the liquid painkiller thru her veins, seeing her drinking milk thru e syringe..she's e one cheering me up instead of me cheering up..thou she cant talk, but she still could crack jokes by writing on e paper..u're my idol my dear ger and i love u..pls pls get well soon..*huGgiEs*

[21 May] My last day of work started out realie realie bad..was suppose to take half day and join clara,xin,sally and wenlong at e beach to tan..in e end, 'nice pple' gave me last min work..PACKING BALLOONS..cool eh?was realie damn damn pek chek la..in e end,xin had to da bao food for me and i had my lunch at 4 plus 5..in e end i cldnt tan with freaking irritating!! when i thot tt my last day will end in such an unhappy way, the sweetest thing happened..e marketing dept came to say their last goodbyes to me and guess wad..they even got me a prezzie and wrote me a card..it realie warmed my heart, at least i felt tt i was loved and appreciated in dis company..when i opened the prezzie, it was a zara skirt which ive been wanting to buy..they din noe i wanted it, they just thot i mite like it dats why they got it for me..i was like damn damn damn stunned and lost for words..seriously,they are like so nice to me unlike e pple from my dept..as usual, i started tearing..these are the pple tt im realie nv forget in my life, becoz they make me feel tt thou working life realie suck, there are pple who will be there for you and help u along the way..

I wanna say thank you to..Tuty, Farah, Pauline, Wan Yee, Andrina, Joanne, Cordelia, Xuanwen, Eileen, Robin. Thank you for being my frens, thank you for the wonderful card (i teared when i read it at home), thank you for tt beautiful skirt, thank you for everything.

went gym with my darlings xin and lala tdy..think my muscles are gonna ache like crap tmr..*grinx* im sucha amateur at it..kept asking dem how to do dis, how to do tt..haha! scared those pro pple will laff at me *shy* hmm..actually theres nothing much to blog tdy..jus blogged for e sake of blogging..haha! hmm..anywayx, e pics for the hi-fly carnival is up (like finally) haha..go take a lookie ya? think they're all quite nice,but some are similar to wad clara has..the addie is http://hi-fly.mypicgallery.com..i'll link it up permanently soon ya,when i get all my photo albums up..think i'll do it next next week since im gonna be so so damn free after quitting my job..sianx =((

Just realised that i havent been blogging for more den a week already..i've got so so so much to say tt i dunno where im gonna start from..

[ 8 May ] We finally performed at the esplanade after month's of practising, all our hard work, our effort has paid off..we did a fantastic job by waving our pomspoms and shaking our butts..hahas! so many kids came to take photos with us..made me feel like an expensive artifact in the musuem..hmm, sounds abit nonsense..how i wish i cld charge dem for taking my photos..haha! Im gonna so miss cheer prac again, laffing and joking with e gers..hai~ hope we'll have more jobs coming in..i've been advertising our cheer grp to many of my colleagues and frens who are doing events. Hopefully they will realie give me a call when they need our services *grinx* Wadya think gers???

[ 13 May ] This was the hardest day of my life, i look at him and i felt the distance btw us, i felt so guilty, i felt so wrong..how could i ever have harden my heart and leave him crying. From den on, we are frens and he is going to be my bestest fren..he noes me well, he cares for me and i'll be there for you too, as a fren..Im sorry for all tt i've done, i hope u can understand..i'll miss u dearly.

[To YA-NOE-WHO-YOU-ARE:] I feel ashamed for wad you have done, i've always trusted you but u betrayed my trust. You've done things tt realie hurt me deeply and i dun think i can ever treat u as my good fren..sometimes i wish tt we were just acquaintances, at least i can console myself tt we din noe each other well dats why u can do such things to me. I've made it so clearly to you tt im upset bout e way u behave and bout wadever you're doing..you say 'im sorry, i din mean it' and u still continue doing it and deliberately hiding from me coz u were afraid tt i'll be upset if i found out..DEN WHY THE HELL ARE U DOING IT? DO U THINK U EVEN DESERVE TO BE MY FREN? If u are truly my fren,why do things tt hurt me? I dun ever think tt im ever gonna hate somebody, but u are pushing me too far and u leave me with no choice..im hurt, seriously hurt...

Oh darn, i think my frenster got hacked!!! my hotmail account says i got new testimonials from lala, but i dun see any new testimonials to approve..DARN!! wad e hell is wrong..argh!!~!~! hai.. havent been blogging for a long long time..tats because ive been super busy..and its becoz of the group of 'ya noe who'..dun even wanna mention them anymore, coz im not gonna have anything to do with dem from 21st May onwards..YAY!! its OFFICIAL!! IM GONNA QUIT, 21 May is gonna be my last day on the beautiful island..i have pple tt i'll miss dearly, but there are some pple i just cant wait to leave dem..

Anybody got any job offers, plspls recommend me!! thou i dun wanna work there...but i still need e money to feed my spending habits...*grinx*

Cant wait for tmr and sat to come..taking half day leave, having e last cheer prac before going for the full dress reheasal. Come down and support us my dear frens..its on sat, 8 May at e Singapore River..think e event is called HI-FLY Carnival..there's gonna be alot alot of big big nice nice balloons..its reallie cool..SO COME ON DOWN!! *cheers*

*yawns* think i betta go have my beauty slp nw..else i wont look pretty on sat..haha!! gdnite kids (tuty..does it sound familiar?)

been so so busy e past week...*pants*

[Sat] had cheer prac early in e morning, did our stunts and everything..looked pretty good i must say..*beams* but my shoulder tendon is injured and maybe gotta go see sinseh =(( and i cut my little toe..hai~ i am just so accident prone..hope we wont look like scurrying mice on the actual day of our performance, hope everything will go well..*prays* At nite, went rav for xin's bday party!~!~ HAPPIE BDAY PRETTIE GER!! had fun dancing and drinking with the gers..missed clubbing a whole lot actually..hahaha..



[Sun] woke up early in the morning to go to the temple to pay respects to my grandma..met all my couzies there..=)) kinda missed all of them..i think its kinda cool tt one of my couz is in NUS, the other in SMU doing double degree (jealous) and i'm gonna be in NTU..*grinx* later in the afternoon, my fam went to take 'quan jia fu' I LOVE TAKING PHOTOS!! heehee..the photographer is like so pro, think my whole fam will look very good under his photography skills..

WORK SUCKS..i noe