Its been 2 weeks since you've left us...

Life seems to be back to normal as both Mummy and I went back to work, we

still do go out, still do talk and laugh. But every time we're back home,

reality sets in. It just feels different, we no longer hear your jokes, your

laughter, your nags. I can see the pain through Mummy's eyes every time we

mention about you. Though I'm able to still go out with friends and all, I can't

help but cry in shower or before I sleep. Because I know thats the only time

when I'm alone and able to release what I've been surpressing inside of me. I

know I have to be strong, my friends are telling me to be strong and I guess I've

been coping well. But I'm human after all...Time heals all pain, but this pain is

going to take a long time to heal.


[to Yue Sien] Of coz i rem who you are :) Thou we don't speak to each other much, I'm thankful for your encouragement and condolences. I really appreciate it.

[to Brandon] Heys Brandy, haven't got a chance to really express my heartfelt thanks and appreciation for your kind attendance, condolences and donations during the recent bereavement. Thanks once again :)

[to May] Girl, really sweet of you to drop me a msg. Thanks for your concern, really appreciate it. I'll be strong :)

I have so much to say, but i seriously dunno where to start.

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Life can sometimes get you really down, when things just occur so sudden without any form of

warning or signs. Maybe there was a sign, we just dint see it.

Have you ever experienced a shock that leaves you dumbfounded, simply just stood there not

knowing what to do and watch the paramedics trying to save someone you love.

Its really painful I tell ya, heart-wrenching kind of pain..

And you know, like what you may have seen in dramas where friends and relatives wait

outside the A&E dept of the hospital for the doctor's verdict, so overwhelmed by anguish.

I held my sister's hands so tightly in mine, both praying hard for my dad's safety.

The worst moment arrived when the doctor came out of the A&E and shook his head. We

couldnt even hear what he was saying. It felt as if the world has collapsed on us, we were on

our own, everything else seemed so distant.

Then we had to pick up the broken pieces of our heart and move on, because there were so

much to do, so much to settle.

I have to be strong, I have to take care of my mum and sis. I have to move on, life still goes on.

But I miss you, i really miss you alot Daddy :(

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A big shout-out to all my relatives, friends, colleagues:

I wish to express my heartfelt thanks and appreciation to everybody for their kind

condolences, attendance, assistance, donations during the recent bereavement.