Mood: Sad..worried...

Oh boi oh boi..sch's reopening tmr..lots of gp work not done..dun rem i have other hols hmwk (oh screw it) life sucks when u noe tt u've got sumthing u're suppose to complete and u dun do it..gosh..why am i so lazy?but im consoled by e fact tt many pple havent done it yet..like my dar,who only did 1 compre..well tts gd enuff..and paulie who msged me tt day and asked whether if i did any work?haha..prelims are in 6 weeks time..its so intimidating!!esp when im not even prepared for it..got a realie bad feeling tt im gonna screw it up..think im gotta kena compulsory self study =(

the only comforting thing bout sch is i get to see my baby everyday..it jus makes me feel so so much betta..i still remembered wad clara said to me..tt i was in a little world of my own..haha! yeah..and my baby brings colours to dis little world of mine..haha! oh and my classmates too..heehee..think i shldnt be bloggin in as often..shld be concentrating on my revision..ALL E BEST TO MY FRENS WHO ARE HAVING COMMON TESTS WHEN SCH REOPENS *GOOD LUCKIE* (HUGX)

hey peeps,realised its been days since i blogged in..newaex..jus wanna wish paUlie a haPPie 19th BdaY!! tdy was quite a good day..woke up early in e morn at 9 to meet my goodie pals..py and karen..missed them so much!!surprisingly,e perpertual late-comer py was early tdy..and i was 5 mins late..haha!!well,karen's alarm clock din work..so ya noe..she was late..*grinz*

though we were supposed to study..we ended up chit-chatting and 90% of e time we were bitching bout pple (as usual uh) haha..but at least i managed to finish my thermochem..which is like 'wow'..den my dar came down to town to meet us for lunch..poor baby was drenched..coz he had to like rush down as e 3 little piggies were hungry..felt kinda bad..=( i realie missed those days.."those were e days my fren,i thot they'll nv end.." dis songs jus sums up my feelings..sec sch days were e fun-nest..seriously..realised tt i din realie like jc life..

oh..and i found tt py dun realie like sch too..was feeling quite bad..coz i din noe she was goin thru quite alot,and not bein there to support her..*hugx*

-----> to [py]: sorrie ger..din noe so much happened to u in e past few weeks/mths...next time dun hestitate to call me seriously..i'd love to listen to u..u'll feel betta tell sumbody bout it..*hugx* dun think too much bout it ya..i want to see u happie and cheerful alwix..[come on gimme a smile =) ] i miss toking to u so much noe..hai~~ feels quite sad when i think abt e past noe..newaex..eric is indeed a very decent and nice guy..a perfect bf i wld say..heee! hope u'll find ur Mr Right soon ya..else..im gonna help u..*grinx* loveya ger~~

-----> to [karen] haha..i promise not to tease u bout tt 'sumone' again ya..(hope u noe who) heehee..realie enjoyed ur company tdy..havent seen u in ages noe..must study hard k..oh ya,dun get too engrossed with harry porter k..all e best for ur nationals!! im sure u can do well..*good luck hug* loveya ger..!!

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hey peeps~ guess wad..i went to e zoo with my parents tdy..though alas said it was damn spastic to go to e zoo,i beg to differ..it was so so fun!! I havent been there in donkey years,finally persuaded my parents to bring me there..*grinx* As usual,we took lotsa pics with e lovely animals in e zoo..(too many to mention all)

But there was dis enclosure which i remembered e most clearly..e himalayan baboons!! oOoOhh..they are simply so so cute!! their,hairy faces and pinkish big butts..(i like big butts) haha...i think i have alot to learn from them..esp their close knitted family bond.It was nice to see them busy helping each other pick out fleas among e bushy hair of theirs..oh ya,and theres dis little baboon whose esp cute,keep looking for trouble with e older kids...which resulted in a harmless fite..i could jus stand there and watch them all day..but time was limited =(

Oh ya..how could i missed out e animal shows rite..? Well..i went for 2 shows, the sealions and the mighty elephants..the sealions one is kinda cliche,coz its too common already,the hk's ocean park has betta sealions show..seriously..(its time to come out with sumthing new...S'pore) The elephant show was a teeny weeny betta coz i havent seen such shows b4..haha! so its kinda new to me..

Well..i guessed i realie enjoyed myself tdy..was a great day with good weather..thank god for e BEA-utiful weather..

Found this really meaningful verse...dedicated to all who are in love..(",)

The Old Testament word for love, hesed, means commitment. if you love someone, you also need to overlook defects or faults. love requires commitment and loyalty. it is easy to dismiss loyalty because we say that "oh, there is this problem and that problem". love without commitment is not love

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Absorbing your voice
When you talk.
Standing by when you learn to walk.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

***** JUS FOR MY DEAR FRIENDS *****

Thank you so much for alwiz being there for me..really appreciate u all alot alot..words cant express my gratitude and love for all of u,so i hope tt dis little poem helps =P

*peiyun*lingx*clara*xinxin*jac*esther*karen*sally*leisha* -----> my ever lovable clique "s club" *grinx*
*bell*merry*eugene*alvin*colin* -----> funnest clique in class
*class of 4 Grace 2001* -----> we rawk!! most happening class in St Nicks ya?
*class of 2SB8 2003* -----> love our class spirit...
*bballers of SN* -----> though we may not have been able to get into top 4 in nats..but nobody can ever beat us in our team spirit..missya pple alot~

not forgetting my perfect dar...who is my confidante,my best fren,my hunny bunx...my everything =) *muackx*

You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.


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***** haPPie 3rD moNth aNNi to MyseLf *****

YoOHoo peePs..tdy is my 3rd mth anni..sucha happie and blissful day..haha,but it din actually turn out realie well..=( Early in e morn,my dar came all e way down frm tamp to amk to give me my prezzie and had plans to 'propose' to me..heehee..but in e end,it was kinda spoilt by my mummy..haha..we had to walk separate ways in e end..kinda sad isnt it? haha..remedial in sch was fine,but kinda boring..after tt went to find nemo..haha! it was a good movie,plenty of humourous scenes and e plot was kinda good..enjoyed it alot..hope me dar enjoyed it too (",) but i sorta made my dar disappointed..sorrie...came home and read my guestbook..nice to see 2 of my gd frens' posts..thanks clara and xin sweetie~~

-- L.O.V.E.Q.U.O.T.E.O.F.T.H.E.D.A.Y --

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
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jus got home again...hee~ went chinatown with my parents tdy..had my fav soya sauce chicken for lunch..*yummy* but i was quite disappointed when my mum din wanna get a new wallet and perfume for me..hai =( oh ya..and my poor baby got drenched tdy..was damn worried tt he'll fall sick =X looking forward to tmr's chem remedial..coz can get to see my classmates whom i kinda miss durin e hols..bell,merry,alvin,eugene and colin..not forgetting my wonderful honey pie..*grinx*

***** JUS FOR MY DARLING *****

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

* i love you *

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


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jus got home from shopping..was a little unhappie at first..coz i cldnt spend more time with my dar..den he seemed quite disappointed..so i felt very very bad
=(..but felt betta after meeting my parents..coz we went SHOPPING!! *grinx* bought many sets of lingerie..looks quite sexy and pretty..had dinner at fish and co...OoOhh...yummy =P my dad kept burping along e way...damn funny,but quite paiseh..hee..though im physically with my parents..i left my heart and soul with my dar..was with him emotionally and mentally..hee..love ya so so much..!!

***** JUS FOR MY DARLING *****

As I stand here today with the world as my witness,
I pledge to you my undying and everlasting love.
I will stand beside you as your partner,
I will stand before you as your protector,
And I will stand behind you as your solace.
Please spend and end your life with me.

For my sweetie pie...
Your touch is with me always,
It’s burnt into my skin,
As soft and warm as sun rays
When a summer day sets in.

Your soft voice never silent,
It’s forever in my ears,
Serenading every moment
And calming all my fears.

Your arms always enfold me,
The strength of Angels wings,
They support and protect me wholly
With the safety a true love brings.

While I can never repay you,
For the wonder you bring to my life,
I can forever be true,
And forever be a true Wife.

*eric & swan * -now and forever-

wad a sucky day..was alone at home and my dar was out..wasnt really able to tok to him..hai *sadx*
. .-. .. -.-. / -... .- -... -.-- .-.-.- .-.-.- .. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..- (morse code)
sheesh..suppose to revise my work tdy,instead waste my time on dis lousy blog thing,haha..think im e one tt is lousy la..